Aside

"Hello"
"Y-a-a...."
"No, I'm not sleeping, I'm just lying down"
"Ok, I'll be ready.... Come"

( I was talking to dimpy. She was one among many, who disturbs my sleep and puts a casual question "Are you sleeping". Always I feel like telling "No, but I was before your call". I wonder sometime, even if she knows that I was sleeping, she never fails to ask the same question. She always comes with an issue for which sometime I have to sacrifies my sleep)

"H-a-a-a-i i-i-i-Y-U-K"
"What re? You, Didn't take bath kya?
"You are looking tired/dirty/old.... Hmm.. different"

(Ya, this is the way she get exited after seeing me. She comments on my clothing, look etc. Always she worries (I don't know exactly) about such things. She accepts me "what I am" for herself, but to the public she expects different "I". Actually I was half sleepy then, and I doesn't want her to give stupid reaction. By the way what was the relationship between my 'half sleep' and 'not taking bath'. We need to ask her only:))

"Fine.. Whats up?
"I'm very hungry"
"Feel like eating something"
"Do you want anything?"

(Somtime her questions will be sensible, but of no use to get my attention. I'm stupid to care for her caring. But I had enough lunch and snacks, so I didn't tell anything.)

"Say something re"
"Am- I- disturbing you"
"Are you getting irritated"

(My silence means two things for her i.e 1. I'm sick, 2. I'm angry. (sometime the third reason will be my sleep which she never knows???) Apart from this she cant resist two things. One, silence. Two, the noise i.e silence which is mine and the noise of "Kadai" in the background. Still I have nothing to say except reading my messages in her mobile)

"shall we go to your room?"
"Is anybody there?"

(Oh! Now my sleep went and I started talking to her. Don't know how? May be the thought of getting “ROMANTIC” after so many days made my speech to flow. She doesn't know this was going in my mind; otherwise she will comment "You boys have no other thing to think". But I want to know what her intention of asking this question was. I said her "Nobody is there in the room, eat fast we'll go")

Even after going to room continued her talk. Again I was silent, not I started feeling sleepy again. But was watching her eyes, lips, dimple, ears…….etc,etc.
(just like that! Believe me, I really didn’t want to kiss her.. BUT?)

“……………………..”
“…………………….”
“………Hmmmm…….. Inka….”
“………………………………………”
“………………………………………Nothing”
“My phone is ringing……………………..”
“……………………………………………..”
“…………………………………..”
“………..So what?....................”

“Oh shit! It is 5.3o…….”
“I have to go”

(We both know that we were making it late. We usually stop things in the middle due to the late, just to avoid moving further. But at the same time in every meeting we try hard to move further but can’t. That was the commitment between us. I bet she also feels the same. I’m telling this for sure because
SHE LOVES ME
I LOVE HER and
WE LOVE EACH OTHER..